Iโm willing & ready to walk on with you ๐ฃ๐๏ธ๐ฃletting go of those old parts that are no longer necessary for the me I want yo be and story Iโm stepping into. I know and feel it in my heart ๐๐งถ
oh Shiloh.... the pain in your words is so tangible, I want to take you in my lap & just hold you while you cry. I continue to walk with you even if some of the classes are out of my financial reach at the moment. My life has had an uncanny number of similar twists & disappointments. After giving my Self the time- so necessary & so hard to find sometimes- to sulk, cry, scream, withdraw, look inward instead of outward for my answers- one day I finally decide I'm done, and I pick my Self up out of the hole I've dug, eat some chocolate, raise my head up and look for something else to focus my considerable energy on. I have found the work of healing is the work of a lifetime. Heart work is hard work. Time does not heal all wounds, but the memory of how unbearable the pain feels in the moment does begin to fade as one lets go of it a piece at a time. I'm my own life, I have found that resolution of grief & disappointments has its own reckoning with choices, time, & unintended consequences. My heart is holding you, hoping the warmth of the Mexican sky & place you are in is soothing, and that the knowledge of your community's care, love & devotion is as sustaining to you as you want to be for for all of us.
Witnessing your sharing and my sharing is that your words resonated deeply. I feel the need to also share your wise thoughts with my 2 youngest in the hope it may help them move forward. Deeply appreciate your vulnerability in sharing. ๐คโค๏ธ๐งถ
Iโm willing & ready to walk on with you ๐ฃ๐๏ธ๐ฃletting go of those old parts that are no longer necessary for the me I want yo be and story Iโm stepping into. I know and feel it in my heart ๐๐งถ
oh Shiloh.... the pain in your words is so tangible, I want to take you in my lap & just hold you while you cry. I continue to walk with you even if some of the classes are out of my financial reach at the moment. My life has had an uncanny number of similar twists & disappointments. After giving my Self the time- so necessary & so hard to find sometimes- to sulk, cry, scream, withdraw, look inward instead of outward for my answers- one day I finally decide I'm done, and I pick my Self up out of the hole I've dug, eat some chocolate, raise my head up and look for something else to focus my considerable energy on. I have found the work of healing is the work of a lifetime. Heart work is hard work. Time does not heal all wounds, but the memory of how unbearable the pain feels in the moment does begin to fade as one lets go of it a piece at a time. I'm my own life, I have found that resolution of grief & disappointments has its own reckoning with choices, time, & unintended consequences. My heart is holding you, hoping the warmth of the Mexican sky & place you are in is soothing, and that the knowledge of your community's care, love & devotion is as sustaining to you as you want to be for for all of us.
Witnessing your sharing and my sharing is that your words resonated deeply. I feel the need to also share your wise thoughts with my 2 youngest in the hope it may help them move forward. Deeply appreciate your vulnerability in sharing. ๐คโค๏ธ๐งถ
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Thank you for sharing your heart